1. (00:32) chirogirl67550 Hey there yes chiro
  2. (00:36) chirogirl67550 Yvonne
  3. (00:50) chirogirl67550 How come you're so sad Jeff
  4. (01:02) chirogirl67550 thank you
  5. (01:15) chirogirl67550 I can see it, it takes one to know one.....
  6. (01:25) chirogirl67550 I'm a musician also
  7. (01:37) chirogirl67550 I understand now
  8. (01:58) chirogirl67550 It's not helping?
  9. (02:28) chirogirl67550 You know, that time also heals
  10. (02:43) chirogirl67550 You're young and it will be better
  11. (03:02) chirogirl67550 That's a rough age,
  12. (03:11) chirogirl67550 How does music effect your soul
  13. (03:52) chirogirl67550 That's good....you can help others that way.
  14. (04:19) chirogirl67550 Cool...play something
  15. (04:39) chirogirl67550 yes it is good sound
  16. (05:06) chirogirl67550 You know, most musicians wear their heart on their sleeves
  17. (05:32) chirogirl67550 Maybe if you express you emotions in the music, you will soothe your soul
  18. (07:01) chirogirl67550 Do you know the song "Fly Like An Eagle?"
  19. (08:02) chirogirl67550 Time keeps on slipping, slipping into the future....I want to fly like an eagle, to sea, fly like an eagle, let my spirit carry me.....Good sound
  20. (08:32) chirogirl67550 You did you
  21. (08:37) chirogirl67550 you did good.
  22. (09:32) chirogirl67550 I like that.....
  23. (10:12) chirogirl67550 clapping
  24. (10:25) peterbuilt sup man
  25. (11:00) chirogirl67550 We asked him back
  26. (11:11) rexteb yes you have...been wondering
  27. (11:25) peterbuilt I thought it was about 6 in the morning and I just looked at the clock and its only 2
  28. (11:29) rexteb :)
  29. (11:41) mae ling good jeff
  30. (11:47) goth666 yeah
  31. (12:19) chirogirl67550 Do you know the song "Give A Little Bit?" Give a little bit, give a little bit of your love to me, I'll give a little bit, a little bit of my life for you...see that man with the man with the lonely eye, oh take his hand you'll be so surprised.
  32. (12:33) peterbuilt that is the most important thing for now
  33. (12:44) chirogirl67550 Seriously, I want you to better
  34. (12:50) chirogirl67550 to do better
  35. (13:03) chirogirl67550 you're alive
  36. (13:17) peterbuilt because you dont know if its the withdrawell or "anxiety/depression"
  37. (13:24) chirogirl67550 You're a nice person
  38. (13:34) chirogirl67550 You play music
  39. (13:36) peterbuilt the drug effect mimmick all the same symptomd
  40. (14:23) chirogirl67550 Isn't there someone in your family that you can talk to
  41. (15:13) peterbuilt I have been trying meds for anxiety and depression for over 10 years and nothing truly helps
  42. (15:48) chirogirl67550 There are many great men and women that have suffered from depression and it can be beat
  43. (15:57) peterbuilt the xanax just keeps it suppressed
  44. (16:50) peterbuilt now i think i may be addicted to benzodiazepines
  45. (17:36) chirogirl67550 I've had what I've already referred to as the person that visits me ever so often...I know that I have clinical depression off and on, but never have taken medication. I almost didn't make it through my teens, but I turned to music
  46. (17:36) peterbuilt i tried and it feels like i'm gonna fucking die
  47. (17:58) chirogirl67550 I'm sorry pertervuilt
  48. (18:07) peterbuilt so i just keep taking it
  49. (18:26) chirogirl67550 lol....that would be funny, but it really isn't
  50. (18:39) DaveTV yo jeff'
  51. (18:42) vampirestrom brb need a cig
  52. (18:43) mae ling davetv!!!!
  53. (18:53) DaveTV ma mae
  54. (19:03) chirogirl67550 peter are you going to be okay?
  55. (19:21) chirogirl67550 Man I hate hearing that you guys are unhappy
  56. (19:23) DaveTV titney spears 16 y/o sister is preggo, crazy
  57. (19:39) mae ling I heard about that
  58. (20:01) chirogirl67550 I just can't believe there isn't some type of medication that works for depression.
  59. (20:03) peterbuilt yeah..i was talking about trying to get off xanax a few months ago but now i just take it and i feel "fine" again
  60. (20:21) chirogirl67550 Does increased exercise help at all
  61. (20:23) goth666 that is peter
  62. (20:31) peterbuilt but i need to get off the shit
  63. (20:39) chirogirl67550 I understand
  64. (20:40) peterbuilt yeah exercise helps
  65. (21:03) chirogirl67550 People are always telling me that, but who can run around 24/7 huh?
  66. (21:20) peterbuilt thats where my self motivation comes into play
  67. (21:20) chirogirl67550 Are you musically inclined peter
  68. (21:22) Available4rent yeah no exersize for me
  69. (21:25) goth666 i'm still on my depression
  70. (21:27) Available4rent im lazy
  71. (21:39) peterbuilt yeah i play guitar
  72. (21:40) chirogirl67550 I think the government is depressing all of us
  73. (21:44) goth666 medcation
  74. (21:46) peterbuilt and some bass
  75. (21:48) chirogirl67550 Hey, that's great
  76. (21:48) mae ling night ya'll!
  77. (21:57) rexteb nitey Mae Mae
  78. (21:57) Available4rent goodnight mae! thanks for stoppin in~!
  79. (21:58) mae ling jeff.......hug ya very much!
  80. (22:01) peterbuilt and some keyboard
  81. (22:04) chirogirl67550 I play, sing and perform.....just started playing out
  82. (22:06) mae ling anytime jeff!
  83. (22:07) peterbuilt and some drums
  84. (22:12) mae ling nite rexster
  85. (22:26) chirogirl67550 WOW peter, looks like you've got a lot of outlets
  86. (22:27) goth666 yes jeff we love u
  87. (22:40) mae ling yeh we do!
  88. (23:05) peterbuilt right now..it feels like someone is grabbing the shit out of my neck
  89. (23:05) chirogirl67550 Jeff, looks like a young Jesus....no I'm not religious, he just looks like the pictures I've seen
  90. (23:15) peterbuilt like so much tension
  91. (23:27) chirogirl67550 What does that mean peter
  92. (23:31) chirogirl67550 lol
  93. (23:33) chirogirl67550 smile
  94. (23:47) chirogirl67550 I think it's cool....maybe it's a sign of good things to come
  95. (23:48) peterbuilt just the anxiety/tension i feel
  96. (24:03) chirogirl67550 If I were there, I'd adjust you.
  97. (24:07) peterbuilt almost like a pinched nerve?
  98. (24:15) chirogirl67550 What are you drinking Jeff
  99. (24:22) chirogirl67550 If you don't mind I'm asking
  100. (24:30) peterbuilt no shit! thats exactly what i need
  101. (24:34) chirogirl67550 I'm proud of you
  102. (24:51) chirogirl67550 You and me both peter
  103. (25:03) peterbuilt i had my neck adjusted once
  104. (25:18) chirogirl67550 I think Jeff needs an adjustment
  105. (25:20) chirogirl67550 too
  106. (25:33) chirogirl67550 Chiropractic
  107. (26:00) peterbuilt maybe thats exactly what i need?
  108. (26:03) chirogirl67550 go ahead
  109. (26:49) peterbuilt people are telling me to try meditation and breathing exercises
  110. (27:37) chirogirl67550 That sounds like a song Jeff
  111. (27:58) rexteb where is Larned Kansas near?
  112. (28:13) chirogirl67550 Peter, here's my prescription for you....massage, adjustment and the hot tub, grab Jeff and take him with you, then run around the block....smile
  113. (28:43) peterbuilt yes a hot tub would be soooooo nice
  114. (28:53) peterbuilt bring on the jets
  115. (29:08) peterbuilt right on my neck
  116. (29:21) chirogirl67550 Salina, but I'm from southern Illlinois, live in Larned several years ago...hence 67550
  117. (29:28) chirogirl67550 I think traffic is good
  118. (29:45) chirogirl67550 Okay Jeff...what did you want to be when you were eight
  119. (29:59) chirogirl67550 yes
  120. (30:12) chirogirl67550 That's what you should aspire to now
  121. (30:15) IIon when i was 8 i wanted to play with dead ppl
  122. (30:17) chirogirl67550 There's your answer
  123. (30:25) chirogirl67550 Stop it IIon
  124. (30:33) IIon for real
  125. (30:35) peterbuilt I wanted to play basketball
  126. (30:43) rexteb well thank god dreams do come true, eh IIon?
  127. (30:44) peterbuilt at 8
  128. (30:49) IIon yar
  129. (30:50) IIon haha
  130. (31:54) chirogirl67550 That's what I do now....I'm recording a CD right now
  131. (32:11) IIon awesome Chiro
  132. (32:21) chirogirl67550 www.xanga.com/songanddance......music is all encompassing, no time to be sad
  133. (32:43) chirogirl67550 IIon, wanna record with me?
  134. (32:58) vampirestrom im back
  135. (33:11) chirogirl67550 Jeff and Peter, you're invited too.....music is more productive than what some of our politicians are doing
  136. (33:12) vampirestrom had to go smoke lol
  137. (33:19) peterbuilt Listen to this shit man!
  138. (33:28) chirogirl67550 No smoking in the room....smile
  139. (33:37) peterbuilt http://www.myspace.com/savecharlotte
  140. (33:54) chirogirl67550 What kind of music Jeff?
  141. (34:00) chirogirl67550 I'm writing that down Peter
  142. (34:01) peterbuilt that shit is hardcore but the music is insane
  143. (34:49) peterbuilt its a site for the local "scene" in charlotte
  144. (34:50) vampirestrom ive been thinking about recording however its hard to find bandmembers lol
  145. (35:07) chirogirl67550 We do classic rock, southern rock, 60's 70's
  146. (35:38) chirogirl67550 I use Boss DR880
  147. (35:55) chirogirl67550 drum machine ---you can program bass
  148. (36:09) chirogirl67550 Alesis
  149. (36:27) chirogirl67550 That a good one also
  150. (36:56) peterbuilt i use a boss DR3 for drums
  151. (37:11) chirogirl67550 I'm going to get a webcam and try to run it through the mixer....You don't get nervous like I do....my first gig was a homecoming
  152. (37:21) vampirestrom same here jeff stage fright
  153. (37:25) peterbuilt wish i had a real drumset
  154. (37:51) chirogirl67550 Nothing like a real drummer....but members, that show up are hard to find
  155. (38:08) peterbuilt yeah thats why i drink alot when i play around people
  156. (38:33) chirogirl67550 We record our own back-tracking....lay down drums with Boss 880, then record the bass.....then we play guitars and sing live
  157. (39:05) vampirestrom i have my dads old drumset but its so old its basically just a noise maker
  158. (39:12) chirogirl67550 What kind of Bass?
  159. (39:17) chirogirl67550 do you play vampire
  160. (39:38) vampirestrom drums not much i play guitar a lil im more for vocals though
  161. (39:42) bitchy_brittany ello
  162. (39:48) vampirestrom hey ginger
  163. (39:51) rexteb yo brit
  164. (39:52) peterbuilt these guys kick soo much ass http://www.myspace.com/thelightsfluorescent
  165. (40:15) chirogirl67550 what kind of guitar
  166. (40:19) peterbuilt a good local band
  167. (40:20) vampirestrom haha
  168. (40:20) chirogirl67550 telecaster.....
  169. (40:24) chirogirl67550 I see
  170. (40:30) rexteb we're alomost out
  171. (40:33) rexteb of time
  172. (40:33) vampirestrom ive got an ibanez gio
  173. (40:38) chirogirl67550 A good looking guy like you
  174. (40:51) peterbuilt i got a tele too
  175. (40:56) chirogirl67550 We think you're great
  176. (41:04) vampirestrom ima do a show
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